Thursday, June 29, 2006

One Of Those Days

One Of Those Days

Today is one of those days that makes you feel like running for the hills. Seriously it's not just one big thing, but a series of little things. I always feel like there is never enough time in the day to do everything and then when things go wrong it just takes more time away. I want a day to do nothing I have to, but anything I want to. I want to be one of those people who can just let it go and just not worry about it. Dirty dishes - so what. Laundry to fold - who cares. Even when I do let it go because I have a project to finish or I'm just busy running around, I think about it and I let it ruin my day. Sad, but true. I need to just let it go.

Thursday, June 15, 2006

Growing Up

Logan is growing up so fast. Today he clapped for the first time. He looked at me and clapped. He very purposefully looked at me and clapped. He was showing me that he could do it. I always do it for him and I've tried to clap his hands but today he did it on his own.

I swear I heard him say Mama earlier this morning when I sat in front of him with his cereal. Up until now all he has said is Dada, but he calls all of us Dada. I guess to him it means his family. I will just have to wait and see if he says it again, since there wasn't anyone else around to hear it. It could just be my wishful thinking.

Two days ago he walked across the living room pushing the laundry basket. I was happy and sad at the same time. My baby is growing up and it is all happening so quickly with him. Logan is 9 1/2 months old and I feel if I blink I might miss it. I don't want to forget a moment of it.